endlessly thoughtys

Last night , i saw an hr special of comedian margaret cho. i must say she is pretty funny.but i notice she uses a lot of unfriendly humor mocking koreanculture and her family. i mean i understand shes 2nd generation koreanamerican and the confusing and funny ways her immigrant parents and what we call FOB koreans do alien things that are foreign 2 us 2ndgenerations. i think we all tease our family and culture but sometimes i feel ms margaret does go far. she also talks and jokes about how we asians get putdown by otherracists. i feel like this is something everyasians already know by kindergarten if they are 2nd generation koreanamericans. so thus its not anything new and she needs 2 deal it herself in a positive way instead of using cursing words.she is quite blunt and bold and speaks hermind thru standupcomic which i applaud for and all standupcomedians use their own personal experiences in their standup 2 make their comic material more vibrant and stuffs. From watching this show,i realize when i wanna be funny i dont have 2 put someone down 2 make people laugh or for my entertainment.even though i think shes a great satireical (cant spell)comic,its up to be if i wanna follow after her or where 2 draw the lines of what i think its funny. i try 2 be funny and serious at same time which i am.i like the lusive lite humour where everyone can laugh at,not just certain people.

I have finally composed what i think is good music/melody. it started as a short melody for a friends lyrics and then i made it into a full score music.)or not)^__^ it took some time like maybe 2 months or so,but it was worthwhile.im pretty much a music critic of music,especially my own. i love 2 sightread music of songs after songs,but recently ive been sight reading the melody n improvising the left hand.and i must say the final products cae out well. it was 3 of my fav songs;lucky-by jasonmrz&colbie'.live high-jasonmraz,and comfortable-johnmayer.i'd say the comfortable song took most time 2 put together even thought i was able 2 sightread the melody,2 make it my own version of the song totally rocked. so at the moment im tryi ng 2 put my own expression to the song,I BELIEVE' from the movie,"The PolarExpress" christmas movie.the ability 2 have my fingers over the ivory kkeys is just an amazement everytime i sit at the piano.^__^

so i think on mon, i got a coldyat worky. oh,well,its nothing 2 smile about getting a cold,but i am effortlessly always smiling. flu/cold is a lil worse coz i couldnt sleep at all coz my headache was throbbing and i can feel the cold all over my face. i am now surfing on nyquil and vicks 44 cough relief.hope i get well by friday coz i wanna help decorate the christmas tree,^___^

love,hellokittyprincess cathy