yesturday at worky it was so fun~coz i wrapped so many nanny toys 4 the kids that where 1 of my bossy works with whom r elementary kids.oh boy,oh boy,they r like the coolest toys n r brand new too! i must have wrapped like close 2 50 -100 presents! i dont know how to wrap so i put tonstons of tape on it! i did get haywired afterwards coz ive been wrapping since 10am-4pm with 15min break for lunch. my main boss said.'cathy,ur like santa's elf!..and i was like huh huh,yeah!^__^
only 2 more days of 2008!wow,time flies fast! but im so glad this yr is almost over n done with,gone,yay! this yr has definitely been the hardest yr of trial n errors n tribulations(whateber that means) i had a lot of blowups n hurties n tryin how things go....definito a learnin process 4ever...in summer i think i learned alot not 2 take things seriously n let go n be happy n draw tons of bunnies in free time...i cherish my friends tons more now;i get so excite when i see them n mostly my family!i keep in mind even thou i have so many limits it doesnt hurt 2 try n be happy n enjoy who i am coz god made me beautiful.it is hard at times n frustration comes along but i think coz i have amazin people i look up 2 ill be molded 2 an amazin person someday with so much nurtureance within churchfamily n friends. i am at peace coz i am happy where im at n i really dont need sympathy from others coz they feel sorry 4 me.manytimes i wished all my friendies could look thru my eyes coz they dont know where ive been n truely know who i am or what ive become except the very very very few. even my closest friends i adore dont know. i thinky this is why im so secretive n never talk intimatew things with friends thus gossip is how it starts..
and this yr i found amazing new friends that im 99.9% sure well be friends til end of time! God has truely blessed me 2 do things when things seemed impossible.and even thiou i cant like play bowlin or bat far i have a fun time by gigglin then being overcompetitive ore beat mysewlf about it...n of theres likes more 1000 samples i cant do...but i think being silly jokes n makin people laff n smile while i need the same thing makes me on the go like the energizerbunny!^__^ i d relflect on the past..but not too far past coz i found my heart still aches if i think about the past...so happt happy bunny thoughts always..^__^
but my highlight of this yr 2008 r:
~my awesomest friendy zenia getting married 2 mrphil! i cried at her weddin n i hardly eber cry. she is an wonderful persona im glad n truely blessed 2 know n so is her hubby. my 1st friend in georgia!^__^
~ friewnds Leslie n eunjin's weddin- their like the cutest couple n new them since late 2005!^__^
~the amazing new people i worky with n my new bossies;i luv them all coz its truely quite amazing that 97%of them r christiana n i talk 2 almost all of them beyong hi n what up'..^__^ n that our company got good amt of grant for foodstamps n such^__^ YIPPY!
~my amaing friends r quite becomin witty which im sure 2 follow in their footsteps^__^ heehee
_2 of my fav monetoras r getting married next yr^__^ i knew it was coming!^__^
~getting the wii fit;i hope 2 lose 30lbs or plus!!^__^
~birhtday dinner 2008!-was amazing coz imwas sharing with my fav toptop menores/mentoras^__^;usually i invite tons of peweps i hardly talk to so more intimate dinner was quite specialo^__^
~my 1st time 2 the zoo! was awesome i dont think ive been 2 the zoo sine i was 2..^__^
okie i think this is it! finally!^__^
i will write a new blog on thurs. n hopefully ni can record some songs or kareoke sing disneysongies!^__^ Peace Out! n Love!!^__^
pianosweety^__^
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
holiday memoirs
goodmornin luvlies!^__^;
well what an awesumelulu christmas wk ever...my mama n papa n i went down 2 atlanta 2 visit my bro's family!(sisinlaw,n their 2 kiddies) whom r my prince n princess juniors bears!^__^
my sisinlaw is superawesome at coming with creative o ideas like with crafts ,baking,etc. so she had us come n decorate our sugar cookies. we had the variety sprinkles and my mom would me the judge of the cookies. my nephew loves red so he sprinkled tons tons of red sprinkles on his cookie,his sis sprinkled quite artsy coz she totally takes after her mom in the creative departmento...mine came out a snowville county...lots of white sprinkles...sis n bro's cookies came out pretty good..as mom n dad's...yes;its quite unbelievable;my papa actually decorated a christmas cookie..well probably the 1st cookie of the century!.. we sure had tons of food for the holidays n the christmas tree at their house shined with tinsels,decorationsss,n lites...n then what lies beneath were full of presents for the lil ones..^__^... my nephew got a polar express train set;i mean a very berry nice set n my niece got 2 americangirldolls w/ a giant horse...but the polar express train was our attraction of the evening...coz it also comes with a remote control 2 control the train how fast it goes n it could go in reverse as well...very very exciting...very ironiccc that we all saw the movie polar express before opening the presents...i luv that songy i believe....i can play that on the piano now...finally.... my bro n sis got a heater from us....its a very nice 1 from costco...i got a nice cellfone wallet,earrings,...a target card!^__^ hehe....u see i dont usually get giftcardies from people...lol....
my bro's fam are visiting their other family in reno so thus we r pet sitting for their darling cat n fishies. the cat doesnt like us; shes not lettin us pet her yet or watch her eat...reminds of me....lol...seriously...i am like that at times....but probably more when i first arrived here....it takes time...
another movie we watched is wall-e;a very berry cute movie!^__^...only if it was that simple in real life!...
im such a lucky girl 2 have an amazin family plus amazin lolapalooza mentores!...^__^...
luvy,
hellokittieprincess^__^
well what an awesumelulu christmas wk ever...my mama n papa n i went down 2 atlanta 2 visit my bro's family!(sisinlaw,n their 2 kiddies) whom r my prince n princess juniors bears!^__^
my sisinlaw is superawesome at coming with creative o ideas like with crafts ,baking,etc. so she had us come n decorate our sugar cookies. we had the variety sprinkles and my mom would me the judge of the cookies. my nephew loves red so he sprinkled tons tons of red sprinkles on his cookie,his sis sprinkled quite artsy coz she totally takes after her mom in the creative departmento...mine came out a snowville county...lots of white sprinkles...sis n bro's cookies came out pretty good..as mom n dad's...yes;its quite unbelievable;my papa actually decorated a christmas cookie..well probably the 1st cookie of the century!.. we sure had tons of food for the holidays n the christmas tree at their house shined with tinsels,decorationsss,n lites...n then what lies beneath were full of presents for the lil ones..^__^... my nephew got a polar express train set;i mean a very berry nice set n my niece got 2 americangirldolls w/ a giant horse...but the polar express train was our attraction of the evening...coz it also comes with a remote control 2 control the train how fast it goes n it could go in reverse as well...very very exciting...very ironiccc that we all saw the movie polar express before opening the presents...i luv that songy i believe....i can play that on the piano now...finally.... my bro n sis got a heater from us....its a very nice 1 from costco...i got a nice cellfone wallet,earrings,...a target card!^__^ hehe....u see i dont usually get giftcardies from people...lol....
my bro's fam are visiting their other family in reno so thus we r pet sitting for their darling cat n fishies. the cat doesnt like us; shes not lettin us pet her yet or watch her eat...reminds of me....lol...seriously...i am like that at times....but probably more when i first arrived here....it takes time...
another movie we watched is wall-e;a very berry cute movie!^__^...only if it was that simple in real life!...
im such a lucky girl 2 have an amazin family plus amazin lolapalooza mentores!...^__^...
luvy,
hellokittieprincess^__^
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
christmasy jokes
while im away,here r christrmasy jokes 2 make u giggle 100%:
what is santas fav snacks?
a:HOHOs!
what do u get if u put a snowmen in a haunted house?
a:icescreammm!!!
if athletes have athletesb foot,what do astranauts get?
a:MISSLE-TOE!
^__^ROFL!!
LUVY.HELLOKITTYSWEETIE
what is santas fav snacks?
a:HOHOs!
what do u get if u put a snowmen in a haunted house?
a:icescreammm!!!
if athletes have athletesb foot,what do astranauts get?
a:MISSLE-TOE!
^__^ROFL!!
LUVY.HELLOKITTYSWEETIE
Thursday, December 18, 2008
GIGGLER
do u ever wonder what kind of reindeer u would of santas 8 reindeers?? id definitely be rudolph...always going,'whoah...what happened....whats going on...and always asking santa questions...and also be cupid...always tryin 2 hook santa up with reindeers or fellow reindeers...n then somedays chill with santa...yo,santa, what up??...^__^...n tell santa 2 share his cookies with us coz SHARING IS GOOD!^__^...also id probably be a 24/7 gigglin reindeer..come dancer,come dasher,come GIGGLER...^__^...haha...
lately i realize i luv bein cupid;hookin up people! of course id probably introduce ee people but after that it be their call. i luv guessin...is it her..is it princess numbero uno,dos,tres, over there??etc.^__^...then u knowy after that comes weddin!^__^...yahoo... but definito i thinky boys have harder time with"NO" than girls....i dunno why...1 time i saw this boy ask my friendy and she said no and i thoughty he was about 2 cryyy....poor dude....
today was a fantastico dia at worky...noooo streesssy...so i took time 2 to joke research!..so funn...then told jokes n share sweets as usual....then 1 of my bossy goes,'what,ur not comin here 2 work on christmas??...i was like,what, noooooooo, yall wont be here... then my other boss says,'hey,ur scarin cathy!...then i said ,'no wayyyyyyyyyyyy....' leavin....^__^...but seriouso, i thought he wasnt kiddin....hmmm...lately...ive been seein my mentores baboozlin....i wouldnt be surprised if i become a bamboozler coz cathy learns from the best.!...^__^
learning 3 new songs on keyboardy...they r advanced level so its kind of hard..after i have them down im totally gonna record them in 2046!^__^...
till my next ewe ewe ewe bloggy!...
luv,hellokittytweetie
lately i realize i luv bein cupid;hookin up people! of course id probably introduce ee people but after that it be their call. i luv guessin...is it her..is it princess numbero uno,dos,tres, over there??etc.^__^...then u knowy after that comes weddin!^__^...yahoo... but definito i thinky boys have harder time with"NO" than girls....i dunno why...1 time i saw this boy ask my friendy and she said no and i thoughty he was about 2 cryyy....poor dude....
today was a fantastico dia at worky...noooo streesssy...so i took time 2 to joke research!..so funn...then told jokes n share sweets as usual....then 1 of my bossy goes,'what,ur not comin here 2 work on christmas??...i was like,what, noooooooo, yall wont be here... then my other boss says,'hey,ur scarin cathy!...then i said ,'no wayyyyyyyyyyyy....' leavin....^__^...but seriouso, i thought he wasnt kiddin....hmmm...lately...ive been seein my mentores baboozlin....i wouldnt be surprised if i become a bamboozler coz cathy learns from the best.!...^__^
learning 3 new songs on keyboardy...they r advanced level so its kind of hard..after i have them down im totally gonna record them in 2046!^__^...
till my next ewe ewe ewe bloggy!...
luv,hellokittytweetie
Monday, December 15, 2008
fantabulous wkend^__^
wow!,a fantabulous divine wkend indeedo!^__^
on sat.,i went 2 my friendies wedding held at churchy. it was so beautiful!,definito probably the 4th beautiful weddin ive been 2!^__^ the glowin bride/groom and their ever so proud parents.^O__^ i didnt get 2 see the bride comin with her dad coz i was held in the bathroom n then when i came out i and the other people that just got there,we had 2 wait till the bridesmaides,bride/dad,n the moms went thru the door. so luvly! even though i wish i didnt had 2 go the bathroom ritte then n could have been inside already sitting. but nature calls i guess. and then we all got to go n sit down in the sanctuaryy. there were these 2 absolutely amazin singers on stage who sang all thru the ceremony. 1 lady,1 man,who sang duets in harmony on the left side. in the center of stage stood the km pastor givin the weddin ceremony while the bride/groom stood side by side while their bridesmaids n grooms happily standin takin in part . i knew both of them eber since i came 2 this churchy,so about close 2 3 yrs.;n wow,theyre such an amazin couple. they have amazin hearts n so nice 2 me. when i first met them they never judged me,but instead talked 2 me. i totally totally cried when we all prayed 4 them, n the huggin of parents.just lovely i say. id also must say a lot of people came.like lots n lots.n then i thought wow how much people really love leslie n john. then the dinner reception with tons of yummy food followed by wonderful pics of the bride/groom growing up. the song played during the pics on screen was 1 of the songs i played for another friends wedding. a very very beautiful song.also annoucing of the weddin parties n the dancing with the parents. i also cried at this part n so beautiful of the ballroom dancin bride/groom;i know ballroom dancin has lots of countin..but they made it look effortlesslyyy easy n couple twirls for the bridesmaid. also the reception setting was romantic looking with like 6 or 7 small candles in clear candle holders on everytable with red rose leaves. n magenta ribbons tied on the chairs covered with white clothes n white tables;linen covered. a lot of people i havent seen 4 a very very long time showed ; so it was quite lovely n divine 2 see them.i wanted 2 talk 2 all of them of course;but i just found its that was j ust 2 impossible. n the at the end;we thru bubbles as the bride/groom left in their just got married car. n then of course; afterwardss we went out 4 dancing n 2 toast the bride n the groom once more with bubbly champagne. quite an evenin thats gonna be a memorable 1. and then sunday was quite eventful and fun again startin at kingdom kids.theyre practicin 4 christmas skits n songs,goodmessage n testimony as always for karis worshipp.i love the christmas songs we sang coz almost christmasy time,yummy lunchy with kingdomkids teachers.usually i eat with phileo people,so it was pretty neato 2 be with them n a warmhouse gettogether for awesome friends.
today i went 2 the dentist.eeek!,but i think i was kind of tired n recoverin from the wkend. my eyes were so heavy i think i was fallin alseep in the dentist chair n while they were workin on my teeth. then i heard this zzzzz sound kind of loud,n i thought whats that sound.then i heard the dentist mr.kim,sayin "wake up cathy,wake up'...then i knew they were my snores...n usually the loud sound of the dentist tools dont bother me...but that water splasher thingy tool 2 wash down the yucky stuff...that was 2 much n i would wake up...my riteside mouth is still numb..n when i looked in the mirror i thoughty wow; my lower n upper lips seem really off...ewe...n by the way thats how sheeps talk"ewe ewe ewe"...except i thinky in mexico they say "feliz navidad"..^__^.. i think i slept at 11am today n i woke up at 8pm...hmm...i do i sleep again....thinky still recoverin from wkend...oh..n so nice of my dentist mrkim..he gave a a pinksnowflakecellfonethingy...wow...hes cool...but of course that comes with i need 2 promise him i ll have beautiful brushin n flossin skills bby next yr when i come...^_O_^...
and today my bestfriend sent me a beautiful christmasy card!^__^..hilite of the day....usually im mucher happier but im so tired.....zzzzzzz.....
so with these long writing ;goodnite my carebear friendies!1....
luvy,
hellokittysweetie^___^...
on sat.,i went 2 my friendies wedding held at churchy. it was so beautiful!,definito probably the 4th beautiful weddin ive been 2!^__^ the glowin bride/groom and their ever so proud parents.^O__^ i didnt get 2 see the bride comin with her dad coz i was held in the bathroom n then when i came out i and the other people that just got there,we had 2 wait till the bridesmaides,bride/dad,n the moms went thru the door. so luvly! even though i wish i didnt had 2 go the bathroom ritte then n could have been inside already sitting. but nature calls i guess. and then we all got to go n sit down in the sanctuaryy. there were these 2 absolutely amazin singers on stage who sang all thru the ceremony. 1 lady,1 man,who sang duets in harmony on the left side. in the center of stage stood the km pastor givin the weddin ceremony while the bride/groom stood side by side while their bridesmaids n grooms happily standin takin in part . i knew both of them eber since i came 2 this churchy,so about close 2 3 yrs.;n wow,theyre such an amazin couple. they have amazin hearts n so nice 2 me. when i first met them they never judged me,but instead talked 2 me. i totally totally cried when we all prayed 4 them, n the huggin of parents.just lovely i say. id also must say a lot of people came.like lots n lots.n then i thought wow how much people really love leslie n john. then the dinner reception with tons of yummy food followed by wonderful pics of the bride/groom growing up. the song played during the pics on screen was 1 of the songs i played for another friends wedding. a very very beautiful song.also annoucing of the weddin parties n the dancing with the parents. i also cried at this part n so beautiful of the ballroom dancin bride/groom;i know ballroom dancin has lots of countin..but they made it look effortlesslyyy easy n couple twirls for the bridesmaid. also the reception setting was romantic looking with like 6 or 7 small candles in clear candle holders on everytable with red rose leaves. n magenta ribbons tied on the chairs covered with white clothes n white tables;linen covered. a lot of people i havent seen 4 a very very long time showed ; so it was quite lovely n divine 2 see them.i wanted 2 talk 2 all of them of course;but i just found its that was j ust 2 impossible. n the at the end;we thru bubbles as the bride/groom left in their just got married car. n then of course; afterwardss we went out 4 dancing n 2 toast the bride n the groom once more with bubbly champagne. quite an evenin thats gonna be a memorable 1. and then sunday was quite eventful and fun again startin at kingdom kids.theyre practicin 4 christmas skits n songs,goodmessage n testimony as always for karis worshipp.i love the christmas songs we sang coz almost christmasy time,yummy lunchy with kingdomkids teachers.usually i eat with phileo people,so it was pretty neato 2 be with them n a warmhouse gettogether for awesome friends.
today i went 2 the dentist.eeek!,but i think i was kind of tired n recoverin from the wkend. my eyes were so heavy i think i was fallin alseep in the dentist chair n while they were workin on my teeth. then i heard this zzzzz sound kind of loud,n i thought whats that sound.then i heard the dentist mr.kim,sayin "wake up cathy,wake up'...then i knew they were my snores...n usually the loud sound of the dentist tools dont bother me...but that water splasher thingy tool 2 wash down the yucky stuff...that was 2 much n i would wake up...my riteside mouth is still numb..n when i looked in the mirror i thoughty wow; my lower n upper lips seem really off...ewe...n by the way thats how sheeps talk"ewe ewe ewe"...except i thinky in mexico they say "feliz navidad"..^__^.. i think i slept at 11am today n i woke up at 8pm...hmm...i do i sleep again....thinky still recoverin from wkend...oh..n so nice of my dentist mrkim..he gave a a pinksnowflakecellfonethingy...wow...hes cool...but of course that comes with i need 2 promise him i ll have beautiful brushin n flossin skills bby next yr when i come...^_O_^...
and today my bestfriend sent me a beautiful christmasy card!^__^..hilite of the day....usually im mucher happier but im so tired.....zzzzzzz.....
so with these long writing ;goodnite my carebear friendies!1....
luvy,
hellokittysweetie^___^...
Thursday, December 11, 2008
thursday thoughtys
goodafternoon precious moment audience!^__^,
today i feel so much better after being sicko with the flu for almost 10 days! n i gonna excercise w/the wii fit today! ive been sweating alot so i think this is good sign of being recovered from the cold/flu...n of late ive been so glued 2 facebooky-not that im a facebooky nutty! but i do love nutmella cocoa spread n pretty nutty about peanuts..^__^.. so after i took my time lookin outside n oh wow;our neighbors have all gone out 4 decorating their houses. it now totally looks like a santas village-our residente complex. they must really love christmas n i know theres a lot of lil kiddies living in our area. the lights litted up at nite time are gorgeously beautiful.now i know christmas is their fav time of the year!^__^..it even rainted tons yesturday but it did not stop my neighbors from turning their christmas outside lights outside..^__^..
christmas is also my fav holiday...this is the day i do most of my thankfulness instead of thanksgiving...haha...i mean i think coz ive survived death 2 times i feel...thats why im so greatful for the smallest things...even though i have a busy thoughty brains with not so good thoughts ..i try to put my energy into happiness....n i think this is why i feel so much appreciation for each of my friends...when i see them i get so excited n happy coz they are an amazin beautiful creature that god made them n how grateful i am 2 be friends....i always thought i was the one makin things awkward all the time;but in late summer i knoticed no i dont think i am,they are the ones makin themselves awkward...coz i have no h ate for them....unless they crossed my border of friendship...they must run...lol...
the christmas carols time...i luv singing now...only me mommy n daddy listens me singing....i have the americanidol singing thingy on wii..so ive been practicin singing the titanic...i dont know the other songs..their from the 80s...but my bro-the smart doc one...knows them...he is a 80s teenybopper...u know...haha....i think i wanna sing now....so till tomorrow or sat. or sun. i will blog again....
luvy,hellokittiesweetie^__^
today i feel so much better after being sicko with the flu for almost 10 days! n i gonna excercise w/the wii fit today! ive been sweating alot so i think this is good sign of being recovered from the cold/flu...n of late ive been so glued 2 facebooky-not that im a facebooky nutty! but i do love nutmella cocoa spread n pretty nutty about peanuts..^__^.. so after i took my time lookin outside n oh wow;our neighbors have all gone out 4 decorating their houses. it now totally looks like a santas village-our residente complex. they must really love christmas n i know theres a lot of lil kiddies living in our area. the lights litted up at nite time are gorgeously beautiful.now i know christmas is their fav time of the year!^__^..it even rainted tons yesturday but it did not stop my neighbors from turning their christmas outside lights outside..^__^..
christmas is also my fav holiday...this is the day i do most of my thankfulness instead of thanksgiving...haha...i mean i think coz ive survived death 2 times i feel...thats why im so greatful for the smallest things...even though i have a busy thoughty brains with not so good thoughts ..i try to put my energy into happiness....n i think this is why i feel so much appreciation for each of my friends...when i see them i get so excited n happy coz they are an amazin beautiful creature that god made them n how grateful i am 2 be friends....i always thought i was the one makin things awkward all the time;but in late summer i knoticed no i dont think i am,they are the ones makin themselves awkward...coz i have no h ate for them....unless they crossed my border of friendship...they must run...lol...
the christmas carols time...i luv singing now...only me mommy n daddy listens me singing....i have the americanidol singing thingy on wii..so ive been practicin singing the titanic...i dont know the other songs..their from the 80s...but my bro-the smart doc one...knows them...he is a 80s teenybopper...u know...haha....i think i wanna sing now....so till tomorrow or sat. or sun. i will blog again....
luvy,hellokittiesweetie^__^
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
i still have coldy from last wk.wow,i still have it but doing totally better than i first got it. cold,cold,please go away..!..
this wk,theres so many exciting things; first my office xmas elephant exchange party. our limit is 20 buckaroos this yr. so whatever u buy and somone gets that present gets it,n someone can steal it up 2 times.of course the present has be new;not giving an old present u never use. this updated version of elephant exchange is more excitin than the previous tradional old 1s..im still decidin what i should get...this is like my 2nd office christmas parties..n even though im a volunteer the staff members treat me like a staff member n their sis/daughter/friend...im so grateful;even thou theres few peeps i dont get along with; i get get along with almost everybody at the office...its also funny coz some peeps will think im part asian somethingy with another asian thingy...so quite interestin..
then this sat. will be 2 of my friesnd' wedding! im so excited i new them both almost same time ive been goin 2 kcpc..well the groom was definitely at ckpc churchy longer than me and leslie the bride came as soon as i have comin 2 churchy...they are definitely a cute couple..im so blessed and love them with all mite hard^___^..im gettin sappy now....n yay..i get 2 watch the weddin 2! instead of playing the piano which i luv 2 do.but so nice 2 just be the watcher n be proud sister of christ and see them wedd...just fantastic... so im really hopin this coldy goes sayonora....bon vogae....hasta la vista,baby!..^__^...
i have a lil crushes on 2...but my friends seem 2 be goin overboard with my crushes...they think im in self denial...in self denial for whom..??...i like 2 guess 2...but i dont go so far as 2 say theyre in self denial...give me a break....another love triangle they say....n i have no idea who they are..i dont even have a friendship status with them..so how can it be my fault....n 1 boy seems 2 realize omg...cathy likes boy...what the freak...but who cares...why waste my time breathe n energy..i hate it when boys do that...when he sees u talk to another person but not 2 him,he will use something 2 use it against u n feel the hurt...these peeps r called jerks...n lately i luv playin cupid for people...but even for my pretty pretty awesome gfs i would never hook them up with a jerk.. unfortunately i had a girl friendy who did that...whenever a boy didnt go hubba hubba dubba on her..she would be like..hes gay...he doesnt like girls...so shallow...she thinks all the boys shall all bow down 2 her coz shes so highmatienance supersuper pretty..n i know some of my churchy friends do that 2...just sooooooooo shallow....im sure theyll live happily everafter after they marry their shallow spouse..hahaha..^__^
today is tuesday morning...n umm...oh yeah...the lil short melody i started out for a friends lyrical piece..its now more of a passionate classical music...like a romantic musik...^__^..my mommy listen 2 it..n she likes it..she thought i was sitereadin a musicbook!..so now i know my music isnt 2 bad after all. last nite i had a dream i was at juliard..n my juiliard geniouses were playin my music...how weird but what a fantastic dream ever!^__^...
luv,hellokittysweety^__^
this wk,theres so many exciting things; first my office xmas elephant exchange party. our limit is 20 buckaroos this yr. so whatever u buy and somone gets that present gets it,n someone can steal it up 2 times.of course the present has be new;not giving an old present u never use. this updated version of elephant exchange is more excitin than the previous tradional old 1s..im still decidin what i should get...this is like my 2nd office christmas parties..n even though im a volunteer the staff members treat me like a staff member n their sis/daughter/friend...im so grateful;even thou theres few peeps i dont get along with; i get get along with almost everybody at the office...its also funny coz some peeps will think im part asian somethingy with another asian thingy...so quite interestin..
then this sat. will be 2 of my friesnd' wedding! im so excited i new them both almost same time ive been goin 2 kcpc..well the groom was definitely at ckpc churchy longer than me and leslie the bride came as soon as i have comin 2 churchy...they are definitely a cute couple..im so blessed and love them with all mite hard^___^..im gettin sappy now....n yay..i get 2 watch the weddin 2! instead of playing the piano which i luv 2 do.but so nice 2 just be the watcher n be proud sister of christ and see them wedd...just fantastic... so im really hopin this coldy goes sayonora....bon vogae....hasta la vista,baby!..^__^...
i have a lil crushes on 2...but my friends seem 2 be goin overboard with my crushes...they think im in self denial...in self denial for whom..??...i like 2 guess 2...but i dont go so far as 2 say theyre in self denial...give me a break....another love triangle they say....n i have no idea who they are..i dont even have a friendship status with them..so how can it be my fault....n 1 boy seems 2 realize omg...cathy likes boy...what the freak...but who cares...why waste my time breathe n energy..i hate it when boys do that...when he sees u talk to another person but not 2 him,he will use something 2 use it against u n feel the hurt...these peeps r called jerks...n lately i luv playin cupid for people...but even for my pretty pretty awesome gfs i would never hook them up with a jerk.. unfortunately i had a girl friendy who did that...whenever a boy didnt go hubba hubba dubba on her..she would be like..hes gay...he doesnt like girls...so shallow...she thinks all the boys shall all bow down 2 her coz shes so highmatienance supersuper pretty..n i know some of my churchy friends do that 2...just sooooooooo shallow....im sure theyll live happily everafter after they marry their shallow spouse..hahaha..^__^
today is tuesday morning...n umm...oh yeah...the lil short melody i started out for a friends lyrical piece..its now more of a passionate classical music...like a romantic musik...^__^..my mommy listen 2 it..n she likes it..she thought i was sitereadin a musicbook!..so now i know my music isnt 2 bad after all. last nite i had a dream i was at juliard..n my juiliard geniouses were playin my music...how weird but what a fantastic dream ever!^__^...
luv,hellokittysweety^__^
Thursday, December 4, 2008
having the flu is not fun
im so sick right now with the flu and not really sure what im doing write now front of the computer instead of getting some rest n zzzzzzzzzzz....so im gonna write /type as what im thinking now...so today is my 4th day of sickness and didnt take any meds till 2 days ago...and this being my 2 flu in less than 2 months after taking my flu shot is not fun................but i ended up watching 3 movies...2 i dunno what happened or if i payed attention at all...but 1 i can remember coz it was about a mother whos like me but with a lil girl and her sister n a psychiatrist in a twisted plot of murdermystery and tons of secrets...thus the titles,forbidden secrets....it kept me awake all thru out the movie which i was surprised...i will tell about it later...my heads goin haywired....nitenite...
luv,hellokittyprincess__^
luv,hellokittyprincess__^
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
endlessly thoughtys
Last night , i saw an hr special of comedian margaret cho. i must say she is pretty funny.but i notice she uses a lot of unfriendly humor mocking koreanculture and her family. i mean i understand shes 2nd generation koreanamerican and the confusing and funny ways her immigrant parents and what we call FOB koreans do alien things that are foreign 2 us 2ndgenerations. i think we all tease our family and culture but sometimes i feel ms margaret does go far. she also talks and jokes about how we asians get putdown by otherracists. i feel like this is something everyasians already know by kindergarten if they are 2nd generation koreanamericans. so thus its not anything new and she needs 2 deal it herself in a positive way instead of using cursing words.she is quite blunt and bold and speaks hermind thru standupcomic which i applaud for and all standupcomedians use their own personal experiences in their standup 2 make their comic material more vibrant and stuffs. From watching this show,i realize when i wanna be funny i dont have 2 put someone down 2 make people laugh or for my entertainment.even though i think shes a great satireical (cant spell)comic,its up to be if i wanna follow after her or where 2 draw the lines of what i think its funny. i try 2 be funny and serious at same time which i am.i like the lusive lite humour where everyone can laugh at,not just certain people.
I have finally composed what i think is good music/melody. it started as a short melody for a friends lyrics and then i made it into a full score music.)or not)^__^ it took some time like maybe 2 months or so,but it was worthwhile.im pretty much a music critic of music,especially my own. i love 2 sightread music of songs after songs,but recently ive been sight reading the melody n improvising the left hand.and i must say the final products cae out well. it was 3 of my fav songs;lucky-by jasonmrz&colbie'.live high-jasonmraz,and comfortable-johnmayer.i'd say the comfortable song took most time 2 put together even thought i was able 2 sightread the melody,2 make it my own version of the song totally rocked. so at the moment im tryi ng 2 put my own expression to the song,I BELIEVE' from the movie,"The PolarExpress" christmas movie.the ability 2 have my fingers over the ivory kkeys is just an amazement everytime i sit at the piano.^__^
so i think on mon, i got a coldyat worky. oh,well,its nothing 2 smile about getting a cold,but i am effortlessly always smiling. flu/cold is a lil worse coz i couldnt sleep at all coz my headache was throbbing and i can feel the cold all over my face. i am now surfing on nyquil and vicks 44 cough relief.hope i get well by friday coz i wanna help decorate the christmas tree,^___^
love,hellokittyprincess cathy
I have finally composed what i think is good music/melody. it started as a short melody for a friends lyrics and then i made it into a full score music.)or not)^__^ it took some time like maybe 2 months or so,but it was worthwhile.im pretty much a music critic of music,especially my own. i love 2 sightread music of songs after songs,but recently ive been sight reading the melody n improvising the left hand.and i must say the final products cae out well. it was 3 of my fav songs;lucky-by jasonmrz&colbie'.live high-jasonmraz,and comfortable-johnmayer.i'd say the comfortable song took most time 2 put together even thought i was able 2 sightread the melody,2 make it my own version of the song totally rocked. so at the moment im tryi ng 2 put my own expression to the song,I BELIEVE' from the movie,"The PolarExpress" christmas movie.the ability 2 have my fingers over the ivory kkeys is just an amazement everytime i sit at the piano.^__^
so i think on mon, i got a coldyat worky. oh,well,its nothing 2 smile about getting a cold,but i am effortlessly always smiling. flu/cold is a lil worse coz i couldnt sleep at all coz my headache was throbbing and i can feel the cold all over my face. i am now surfing on nyquil and vicks 44 cough relief.hope i get well by friday coz i wanna help decorate the christmas tree,^___^
love,hellokittyprincess cathy
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
my first blog^__^
this is my first blog! yay!... n so since i had my birthday last wk n cebrated with my top friends it was quite special 4 me. i felt very loved.. n after commenting bazijillions on my mentores blog...he inspired me 2 become a blog writer...i wanna become a great amazing writer like him!... so here it goes...whatever im writing...
i grew up in northern cali all my life and have always been a lil slow or special as we say. i was always in that special class i had 2 go 2 plus the regular classes. its been hard 4 me,but i loved school lots;it was a place i felt safe then outside of school coz i thought peeople were always staring and judging;not just the lil kids but the grownups. and plus i hardly spoke 2 anyone not even at home to my family. but somehow i always made bestfriends with 1 person or 2. i remember trisha n sharon were my best friends all thru part of highschool even thou we had our separate friends we hung around with n since our practically all of our classmates went thru same pre-k thru 12th grade we all knew each other or know at least others names.our town had population of 2100. its a lil bigger now but not that much.
once i started middle school thru high school major depressions hit;losing 3 teachers;1 to cancer;1 to a heartattack, 1 to lungcancer,losing a classmate 2 accidental gun shooting; n regular classes were way 2 hard for me n i couldnt keep up n my mommy n daddy would deny that anything was wrong with me when i can hear everyone else n my friends tell me yes i am very very different.there was this one chinese boy that would tease me n degrade me that i was the stupidest person in the world.i started hating school. but one thing that sooth me was music. my mommy forced me 2 play piano in kindergarten n hated it at that time.but then it was at a school recital when i got 2 first grade n i heard this 5th grader girl play the piano so beautifully. rite then n there,i wanted 2 learn 2 play. i learn how 2 play a lil by a family friends daughter who was in highschool. but it wasnt till end of my 3rd grade i took piano lessons and got an awesome piano by 4th grade which i play all my piano music today;same piano. i had alot of piano teachers coz my mom n dad were picky about my teachers. n i took a london piano exam level 1 test in 5th grade n got a 1st medal. this was probably the best thing ever in my life coz i never won anything ever. then in middle of highschool;i tried out runnin coz 1 of my good friend whos an athlete said i shall try out n u dont have 2 be good in it;itll be a good exercise for me. so i did;n running the 880,the long jump, n discuss was an escape of solace.i was the slowest of course,couldnt jump far,n throw like 1 ft.;but the coaches were encouraging me n improved the best;ending up with the most improvement award.i was so shocked n i was in tears of joy! i never thought i would get this in a bajillions of yrs. i started 2 open up a lil lil lil bit with talkin to my mom n dad n family n having longer convos then hi mom hi dad im home n then goin 2 my room. things were sort of looking up even with all these terrible feelings i had inside.
2 of my best friends from diff. races ended up being my best friends n still r my best friends even thought i hardly talk 2 them.theyre with me always in sppirit everyday. one hispanic,one irish/cherokee/european. then i met this cool girl or which i thought;she was japanese n very friendly but as days went by she was asking me so 2 go to places coz she had crushes on certain boys. but she would tell me she wanted me 2 meet them. so during that time i met a boy who went 2 same childhoodschool who became a golfer after highschool. i knew his sister coz we were in same class,but i didnt recognize him.coz i never eber recognize people. he was pretty interesting,definitely the life of the party. we stayed friends then i met his friend n caddy. n we became close rite away.but probably 2 fast coz we exchanged phone numbers 1st day. we were friends 4 long time.he was also famous chef in our county n everybody;seriously like everybody knew him. our personalities were exacto same 2;both quite;hardly talk alot,solitary,few close close friends. we were both robots;i swear. after a yr;something bad happened;rreally really bad;ending me breaking up the relationship; afterwards i started goin to these teahouse 2 chill;but his friends ended up making my life miserable.they were totally harassing; coming 2 the table where i sit and talking really loud what a weird n stupid girl i am n how im responsible for everthing. i have never told anything to his friends anything n it was how do they know all these intimite things that r suppose 2 be between 2 people unless he shared. n top it all off one of his friend threatened me on the bus n i ended up in serious schezophania break down; i felt like black crows were eating me up. i ended up shaking for half hr at the tea house before i came calm holdin a crytstal rock.given 2 be by this awesome hippy couple. they gave me a ride home n the next day n for days on end i could not get out of bed n just shivering in a curved position.the closed apptment with a dr. was 6months ahead.so during this time not did i suffer i had my mom n daddy in shock as ever. my brothers as well. my middle brother wanted to beat him up badly. n my other brother was the 2 that said cathy needs a diff. place; come 2 atlanta coz people r nicer n a nice asian population n diversity environment. so after about 3 yrs we came here.
with the doctor in cali she was nice n i stopped shaking like crazy after a yr but i was consuming 8 diff. pills. at this time i told one of my best friend i had depression schezo;but she thought i was just having a bad days;it wasnt till like 2 wks later n mom talked 2 her that it was so serious i ended up goin 2 the hospital ending up with 3 awesome doctors. shes chinese,n was like my big sister, n we went shoppin together n ending up doin yoga n tachi together. she helped me alot n im forever grateful. in 2005,before we arrived in atlanta, my guyfriend sent me a letter but my friend said dont write back or ill be hurt evermore.coz she knows i have a weak heart . and i never wrote back.also at this time this chocolate/coffee shop i went 2 to draw bunnies bunnies was my safe haven everyday. id get up n go there n comeback by dinner time. n subway was where i learn my limit soever spanish.so when we came i had a hard time coz ive never movedd anywhere ever. farms n farms my friends say. and after coming here it was interesting coz ive never lived in a city before n never seen so many asian people. n other people live side by side. i felt like ive lived in a bubble all this time.
so the first thing rite away when i came was 2 see n find great doctors..so trial n error i guess..coz the first n 2nd doctor were not so hawt...my 3rd doctors was an angel...n she asked me why did ur doctor give u so many pills u dont need...n couldnt read my cali doctors writing..n said were starting from the begginning...so i started with 3 meds n i am down 2 1 even though each 1 is like the strongest pill med. n it works well...my bro n sister in law n their daughter went to kcpc...n on sundays we came 2 kcpc...i just followed everywhere they went...n my personality at that time solitary n reserved n not friendly with people was the personality i had in cali...after about 2 or 3 months after stayin in atlanta...we found a great house..much bigger..and spacier with a basement...in suwanee..where we now live....
and after coming 2 kcpc...n meeting 2 amazing mentores that talk 2 me was absolutely amazin...coz nobody else was welcomin..they all look at me weird n didnt talk 2 me...i am forever grateful n wow how caring they(2 mentores) r....they didnt care how emo i was...so definito i have such love and compasion for them then my other mentores...i didnt probably talk 2 other people till after a yr went by or so or more....n i keep tabs of how people treated me in the beginning n where they r now...i did have a lot of blow ups coz knowin this is a big church..gossip is gonna be present always...i have better hold of my blow ups now...but no more extra nice cathy coz why shall take all these teasings n not tease back. i see alot of things in black and white now. i use 2 see grey...but as u all know its enery draining...like in the beginnin there was a rumor..cathy only like girls...she doesnt talk 2 boys...then its like omgosh,they dont come 2 me as k anything dont even say hi or how i am...n everytime they see me they leave the table ...thats what jerks do...n im sure others would have said something..while i just take it in n let it build n build...then blow up like a timebomb.....n i knowy it still goes on...coz usually i find out whats been happening after a yr or 2 has passed by by leakage of gossip thru my friends...n now there sayin ive made a love triangle....so its like ok...so how come i didnt know about this...n i had no idea i was in love...so now its very musing 2 me...i just let them think whatever..n if then can gossip like that i will gossip...
now after probably 2 yrs here i felt like ive opened up alot in my lil own way, n especially this yr ive learned 2 tone down my outbursts among my blow ups...n i appreaciate meeting all these woonderful friends n i love everyone very very much...n wow...v.workin at a humanresource,who would ever that that would happen in a million yrs!..but it happened...n how amazin my piano playing flows with emotions n passions...n jokes n make people laugh n make me laugh...i think the most misunderstandin happens is when people dont ask me then i dont know how u feel..n then i feel like not asking question either...n i serious think everyone needs compassion as that song goes,'everyone needs comppasion...' i feel like people at our church r very reserved...n so i think new people r very warm n welcoming...n i tend 2 be more connected w/them...n then of course...there r people i greatly admire n adore n inspire me...but just say hi..or just smile...another misinterpretation comes in when they say cathy is mad at me...but its like how can u say im mad at u...when i had no idea i was mad at u...so weird...they tell me im puttin n makin up things in my head..when they r actually doin it themselves... this is when great confusion arises 4 me...i still have a lot of flaws 2 work on...but i am greatful 4 all these wonderful people ive come acrossed n met....n 2 live another yr is quite awesome 2 i mean having a life insurance n all...
now i just think i have work on my crushies..i use have 9....then 5....then 3....but now its 2....
hahaha.... n everybody is totally wrong who my crush is....silly silly friends....
love,hellokittysweetie^___^
i grew up in northern cali all my life and have always been a lil slow or special as we say. i was always in that special class i had 2 go 2 plus the regular classes. its been hard 4 me,but i loved school lots;it was a place i felt safe then outside of school coz i thought peeople were always staring and judging;not just the lil kids but the grownups. and plus i hardly spoke 2 anyone not even at home to my family. but somehow i always made bestfriends with 1 person or 2. i remember trisha n sharon were my best friends all thru part of highschool even thou we had our separate friends we hung around with n since our practically all of our classmates went thru same pre-k thru 12th grade we all knew each other or know at least others names.our town had population of 2100. its a lil bigger now but not that much.
once i started middle school thru high school major depressions hit;losing 3 teachers;1 to cancer;1 to a heartattack, 1 to lungcancer,losing a classmate 2 accidental gun shooting; n regular classes were way 2 hard for me n i couldnt keep up n my mommy n daddy would deny that anything was wrong with me when i can hear everyone else n my friends tell me yes i am very very different.there was this one chinese boy that would tease me n degrade me that i was the stupidest person in the world.i started hating school. but one thing that sooth me was music. my mommy forced me 2 play piano in kindergarten n hated it at that time.but then it was at a school recital when i got 2 first grade n i heard this 5th grader girl play the piano so beautifully. rite then n there,i wanted 2 learn 2 play. i learn how 2 play a lil by a family friends daughter who was in highschool. but it wasnt till end of my 3rd grade i took piano lessons and got an awesome piano by 4th grade which i play all my piano music today;same piano. i had alot of piano teachers coz my mom n dad were picky about my teachers. n i took a london piano exam level 1 test in 5th grade n got a 1st medal. this was probably the best thing ever in my life coz i never won anything ever. then in middle of highschool;i tried out runnin coz 1 of my good friend whos an athlete said i shall try out n u dont have 2 be good in it;itll be a good exercise for me. so i did;n running the 880,the long jump, n discuss was an escape of solace.i was the slowest of course,couldnt jump far,n throw like 1 ft.;but the coaches were encouraging me n improved the best;ending up with the most improvement award.i was so shocked n i was in tears of joy! i never thought i would get this in a bajillions of yrs. i started 2 open up a lil lil lil bit with talkin to my mom n dad n family n having longer convos then hi mom hi dad im home n then goin 2 my room. things were sort of looking up even with all these terrible feelings i had inside.
2 of my best friends from diff. races ended up being my best friends n still r my best friends even thought i hardly talk 2 them.theyre with me always in sppirit everyday. one hispanic,one irish/cherokee/european. then i met this cool girl or which i thought;she was japanese n very friendly but as days went by she was asking me so 2 go to places coz she had crushes on certain boys. but she would tell me she wanted me 2 meet them. so during that time i met a boy who went 2 same childhoodschool who became a golfer after highschool. i knew his sister coz we were in same class,but i didnt recognize him.coz i never eber recognize people. he was pretty interesting,definitely the life of the party. we stayed friends then i met his friend n caddy. n we became close rite away.but probably 2 fast coz we exchanged phone numbers 1st day. we were friends 4 long time.he was also famous chef in our county n everybody;seriously like everybody knew him. our personalities were exacto same 2;both quite;hardly talk alot,solitary,few close close friends. we were both robots;i swear. after a yr;something bad happened;rreally really bad;ending me breaking up the relationship; afterwards i started goin to these teahouse 2 chill;but his friends ended up making my life miserable.they were totally harassing; coming 2 the table where i sit and talking really loud what a weird n stupid girl i am n how im responsible for everthing. i have never told anything to his friends anything n it was how do they know all these intimite things that r suppose 2 be between 2 people unless he shared. n top it all off one of his friend threatened me on the bus n i ended up in serious schezophania break down; i felt like black crows were eating me up. i ended up shaking for half hr at the tea house before i came calm holdin a crytstal rock.given 2 be by this awesome hippy couple. they gave me a ride home n the next day n for days on end i could not get out of bed n just shivering in a curved position.the closed apptment with a dr. was 6months ahead.so during this time not did i suffer i had my mom n daddy in shock as ever. my brothers as well. my middle brother wanted to beat him up badly. n my other brother was the 2 that said cathy needs a diff. place; come 2 atlanta coz people r nicer n a nice asian population n diversity environment. so after about 3 yrs we came here.
with the doctor in cali she was nice n i stopped shaking like crazy after a yr but i was consuming 8 diff. pills. at this time i told one of my best friend i had depression schezo;but she thought i was just having a bad days;it wasnt till like 2 wks later n mom talked 2 her that it was so serious i ended up goin 2 the hospital ending up with 3 awesome doctors. shes chinese,n was like my big sister, n we went shoppin together n ending up doin yoga n tachi together. she helped me alot n im forever grateful. in 2005,before we arrived in atlanta, my guyfriend sent me a letter but my friend said dont write back or ill be hurt evermore.coz she knows i have a weak heart . and i never wrote back.also at this time this chocolate/coffee shop i went 2 to draw bunnies bunnies was my safe haven everyday. id get up n go there n comeback by dinner time. n subway was where i learn my limit soever spanish.so when we came i had a hard time coz ive never movedd anywhere ever. farms n farms my friends say. and after coming here it was interesting coz ive never lived in a city before n never seen so many asian people. n other people live side by side. i felt like ive lived in a bubble all this time.
so the first thing rite away when i came was 2 see n find great doctors..so trial n error i guess..coz the first n 2nd doctor were not so hawt...my 3rd doctors was an angel...n she asked me why did ur doctor give u so many pills u dont need...n couldnt read my cali doctors writing..n said were starting from the begginning...so i started with 3 meds n i am down 2 1 even though each 1 is like the strongest pill med. n it works well...my bro n sister in law n their daughter went to kcpc...n on sundays we came 2 kcpc...i just followed everywhere they went...n my personality at that time solitary n reserved n not friendly with people was the personality i had in cali...after about 2 or 3 months after stayin in atlanta...we found a great house..much bigger..and spacier with a basement...in suwanee..where we now live....
and after coming 2 kcpc...n meeting 2 amazing mentores that talk 2 me was absolutely amazin...coz nobody else was welcomin..they all look at me weird n didnt talk 2 me...i am forever grateful n wow how caring they(2 mentores) r....they didnt care how emo i was...so definito i have such love and compasion for them then my other mentores...i didnt probably talk 2 other people till after a yr went by or so or more....n i keep tabs of how people treated me in the beginning n where they r now...i did have a lot of blow ups coz knowin this is a big church..gossip is gonna be present always...i have better hold of my blow ups now...but no more extra nice cathy coz why shall take all these teasings n not tease back. i see alot of things in black and white now. i use 2 see grey...but as u all know its enery draining...like in the beginnin there was a rumor..cathy only like girls...she doesnt talk 2 boys...then its like omgosh,they dont come 2 me as k anything dont even say hi or how i am...n everytime they see me they leave the table ...thats what jerks do...n im sure others would have said something..while i just take it in n let it build n build...then blow up like a timebomb.....n i knowy it still goes on...coz usually i find out whats been happening after a yr or 2 has passed by by leakage of gossip thru my friends...n now there sayin ive made a love triangle....so its like ok...so how come i didnt know about this...n i had no idea i was in love...so now its very musing 2 me...i just let them think whatever..n if then can gossip like that i will gossip...
now after probably 2 yrs here i felt like ive opened up alot in my lil own way, n especially this yr ive learned 2 tone down my outbursts among my blow ups...n i appreaciate meeting all these woonderful friends n i love everyone very very much...n wow...v.workin at a humanresource,who would ever that that would happen in a million yrs!..but it happened...n how amazin my piano playing flows with emotions n passions...n jokes n make people laugh n make me laugh...i think the most misunderstandin happens is when people dont ask me then i dont know how u feel..n then i feel like not asking question either...n i serious think everyone needs compassion as that song goes,'everyone needs comppasion...' i feel like people at our church r very reserved...n so i think new people r very warm n welcoming...n i tend 2 be more connected w/them...n then of course...there r people i greatly admire n adore n inspire me...but just say hi..or just smile...another misinterpretation comes in when they say cathy is mad at me...but its like how can u say im mad at u...when i had no idea i was mad at u...so weird...they tell me im puttin n makin up things in my head..when they r actually doin it themselves... this is when great confusion arises 4 me...i still have a lot of flaws 2 work on...but i am greatful 4 all these wonderful people ive come acrossed n met....n 2 live another yr is quite awesome 2 i mean having a life insurance n all...
now i just think i have work on my crushies..i use have 9....then 5....then 3....but now its 2....
hahaha.... n everybody is totally wrong who my crush is....silly silly friends....
love,hellokittysweetie^___^
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